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Why Aren't You Watching Babylon Berlin Already?

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Imagine a world where dreary work days end in glitter and champagne, where a morning stroll can snowball into shootings and social unrest, and where sex and drugs run as wild as political intrigue. Welcome to the Weimar Republic, the setting for my — and soon yours — latest Netflix obsession, Babylon Berlin.

Set in 1929, Babylon Berlin centres around Inspector Gereon Rath (Volker Bruch, your new Netflix bae), a police officer recently arrived from his hometown of Cologne to join the Vice squad in Germany's capital. But what appears to be a straightforward assignment takes a series of strange turns that lead Rath and his partner, Bruno Wolter (Peter Kurth), to investigate a mystery that will take them from underground S&M porn dens all the way to the top tiers of power.

Along for the ride is Charlotte Ritter (Liv Lisa Fries), an hourly clerical worker at police headquarters who moonlights as a dominatrix in one of the city's most exclusive clubs to escape her bleak home life in a dank and dirty tenement. (Confused about who's who? Follow along with our character guide.)

The weirdly permissive 15-year blip in history between the end of World War I and Hitler's election as Chancellor of Germany in 1933, known as the Weimar Republic, is such a perfect backdrop for an expensive binge-worthy show that I'm shocked we haven't seen it before. (Based on the crime novels by Volker Kutscher, it's reportedly the most expensive German TV show ever produced, and it shows.) And that's part of the appeal of this series — save for Cabaret, and a couple of scenes in Transparent, that brief, but distinct historical timeframe is almost unknown to most Americans, and rife with potential drama.

Before World War I, Germany was an empire, ruled by a monarch known as the Kaiser. By the tail end of the war, military command made a deal with leading social democrat politicians to form a democratic, elected government. Kaiser Wilhelm II went into exile, leaving the new civilian political body holding the bag in the peace negotiations following Germany's catastrophic losses in World War I. The Versailles Treaty, signed in November 1918, all but eradicated the German military, and imposed crippling economic sanctions on a nation already reeling from the deaths of over 4 million men, 19% of the male population at the time, in a conflict that no one could really fathom the consequences of.

In 1929, Berlin had reemerged as mecca for artistic expression and scientific research, but the city was also wracked with economic and political turmoil, all themes that intersect in this particular narrative. You see soldiers who have returned from what was, at that point, the deadliest conflict in human history, still struggling from an unnamed form of post-traumatic stress more than a decade after the armistice. There's a kind of frenzied need for excitement and hedonism in the air after the dismal post-war years that translates into rave-like parties fuelled by drugs and alcohol. One of the series' most iconic scenes takes place during a nightclub performance by a cross-dressing singer who literally entrances the audience into a coordinated dance routing. It's amazing, and I've re-watched the moment every day since I first saw it last week. (You can experience it here.)

But the show doesn't shy away from the grittier, seedier underbelly of all that glitz and glamour. The Wall Street crash may still be a couple of months away, but you can see the beginnings of a Depression haunting the city: women crowd government buildings every morning looking for clerical work to help support their families — those who who can't earn that way turn to prostitution, often in their homes, while the family waits outside; disease runs wild through overcrowded tenement buildings without running water. Years of sanctions and wounded national pride have spawned extremist movements on both the left and the right. (Soviet interference in Berlin is one cause of the massive communist riots you'll see throughout the show, but it's not the only cause.)

In many ways though, this is a story about a city discovering modernity. Cars and subways are an everyday sight at this point in time. Pay phones are everywhere. People who barely have enough to eat are enjoying luxury nightlife, albeit for another kind of price. That push and pull between the past and the daunting future is a guiding thread throughout the show, especially for viewers who know what's about to hit Germany in just four short years.

Babylon Berlin 's creators have said that part of the appeal of setting a narrative in that particular era is to be able to show that the Nazis didn't appear in a vacuum. There were forces at work in society that Adolf Hitler effectively tapped into to propel his own vision forward, and show is a good framework in which to let them play out. In fact, you'll only hear the name Hitler once throughout the 16-episode run (the equivalent of two seasons), but his shadow looms large, namely through a number of language cues that indicate a growing nationalistic base. (On the surface, references to those who betrayed the German military and accepted harmful peace terms would appear to refer to the social democrats. But it's also a subtle allusion to the Jewish political leaders in the Weimar Republic, who Hitler will eventually blame for all of Germany's woes.) A fun game to play while watching the show is Guess Who Will Be A Committed Nazi. It's harder than you think, and that's what's so scary.

Social context aside, the show is elevated even further by truly superb acting, and a narrative flow that assumes that viewers are intelligent enough to follow a story without having to explain every single twist, an aspect that's mostly missing from American TV. (Although, be prepared to fall into a black hole of Googling after each episode. There's some Crown -level fact-checking to be done.)

And the best part? If (when) you get hooked, you can take comfort in knowing the show's already been renewed for a third season.

You can catch Babylon Berlin on Sky Atlantic now.

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7 Signs You’re In A Codependent Relationship

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In any kind of relationship — be it with a friend, romantic partner, family member, or even a coworker — it's normal and healthy to have some level of dependence on another person. But if you find yourself making a lot of sacrifices for someone else's happiness and not getting as much as you want in return, that might be a sign that you're in a dysfunctional codependent relationship.

"Codependency is really about one person being reliant on the another to the point of being controlled or manipulated by that person," says Vera Eck, MFT, a relationship therapist in Los Angeles. "Like how an alcoholic is dependent on a substance, the codependent is dependent on the person and their relationship. They use the other person to fill the hole in the soul."

Eck says that codependents, or those who are overly reliant on another person in a relationship, tend to be givers, who will keep going above and beyond for someone else who isn't reciprocating that level of care. Eventually, the codependent person can become angry that they're not getting mutual treatment, and can begin to feel like victims.

"Codependency comes from a low self-esteem and loss of identity," she says. "It becomes a cycle, where the person continues to think, If only I did this one thing better, this person will love me, so let me give in a different way. And the cycle continues."

If this sounds like a relationship you're in, Eck says that you can start working towards addressing that unhealthy dependency through group or individual therapy. If, however, you find yourself on the receiving end of someone's codependency and are uncomfortable with how much they're relying on you, it may be time to have a conversation about your boundaries.

The bottom line is, you have to communicate your needs, even if that's easier said than done. If you think you might be in an unhealthy relationship, read ahead for a few signs that you might be veering towards codependency. It's by no means an exhaustive list, and on the flip side, identifying with one or more of these signs isn't a surefire indication that your relationship is unhealthy. But if you find yourself recognising most or all of these signs, it may be time to think about setting healthier parameters.

A key sign of codependency is if you or your partner have an overwhelming need to be needed. That can mean being offended when your help isn't wanted, or sacrificing your own needs to be what someone else wants.

"When a codependent person’s help is not wanted, they get mad," Eck says. "It’s part of their identity, and they don’t like that sense of rejection."

Since codependent people can be such people-pleasers, they often have difficulty saying no.

"Whether it’s in an intimate relationship or coworker relationship, they’ll do anything to please the other person," Eck says. "They’ll change who they are just to get someone to like them."

If a person is constantly hesitating to speak up about issues in a relationship to keep the peace, Eck says, it's a sign that they may have become so codependent that they're afraid to do anything that could cause that relationship to end.

Feeling as if someone completes you and makes you feel whole might seem romantic, but Eck says that it can quickly turn into one person feeling incomplete without the other — which is definitely a relationship red flag.

"When that person is gone, they feel totally empty," she says. "And that’s when the clingy behaviour comes in — people can act really needy and scared, and start texting their significant other incessantly."

It's not uncommon for your friends not to like someone you're dating. But Eck says that if your friends have concerns about how healthy your relationship is, you might want to hear them out.

"A lot of the time, other people will see that you’re in an unhealthy relationship before you do," she says. "If you hear yourself defending the relationship a lot, that’s a clue that something is wrong."

Owning up to a problem you're responsible for is one thing, but Eck says that if you begin thinking things like, I must be doing something wrong, or, I’m not a good enough girlfriend, that could signify a dysfunction in your relationship.

If you feel like you're constantly trying to "save" people or take care of them, you may want to begin being more careful about who you surround yourself with.

"Codependent people tend to attract people who need someone to take care of them," Eck says. "Usually, the sad part about a codependent relationship is that the recipient is using the codependent."

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The Mind Behind The Visuals Of Lemonade & Moonlight Now Brings You Black Panther

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There are many elements of Marvel's Black Panther that make it sure to be a blockbuster: Its historic undertaking as the first-ever major Black superhero movie, its action-heavy yet relatable storyline, and its surprising inclusion of plenty of kickass, girl power moments.

But on the surface, Black Panther 's most alluring element is its eye candy. And no, we're not talking about the way Lupita Nyong'o steals every scene she's in, or the plethora of shirtless scenes from Michael B. Jordan (although both certainly do qualify). One of the many things that sets Black Panther apart from its Marvel predecessors is the film's luscious, sweeping sets, which manage to be both spectacularly grand and painstakingly detailed, down to the buzzing mechanisms in a tech lab and the tribal symbols inside a spaceship.

It probably comes as no surprise, then, that the woman responsible for the Ryan Coogler-directed movie's stunning visuals is also the same person who dreamed up the succulent Southern scenery of Beyoncé's Lemonade and the Miami-hued vibes of Oscar-winning film Moonlight. Production designer Hannah Beachler — who got her breakthrough working on Coogler's Fruitvale Station in 2013 — explained to us the role of a movie production designer in 2016: "Everything you’re seeing on screen is the production designer, outside of the camera work and lighting. I'm basically the architect of a movie's visuals."

This week, Beachler's latest collaboration with Coogler hits theaters, and it's as much the kind of sparkling work of science fiction that's made for IMAX as it is a poetic love letter to the beauty of Africa. We chatted with Beachler about her inspirations — and exactly how she brought the imaginary world of Wakanda from comic books and scripts to the big screen.

Refinery29: There was so much hype surrounding not just the first Black Marvel movie, but first big budget Black superhero movie ever. Where did you begin, and how was the process different from projects like Lemonade and Moonlight?
Hannah Beachler: "It was much bigger in scale as far as the amount of time that I had — about a year. And the research is really where everything began. I sat down with the director, Ryan Coogler, to hear what’s important to him about the story and what his vision was for the look and the tone of everything. From there, I started in the macro sense, answering basic questions: Where is the fictional world of Wakanda set on the continent of Africa? How does that inform my design decisions? What tribes exist in Wakanda, and what do they each as a people specialise in? Then there's the topography of the land. It's fictional, so we had to decide where the mountains and lakes and things of that nature were, and all of that has an influence on the sets."

How much of the visuals that we see in the film are special effects versus actual sets that you built?
"Ryan and I made a pact to make sure that that any special effects were intended to extend the scene, rather than create the scene. I think that's what makes Black Panther feel different than some of what Marvel has done in the past, where the films featured a lot of enhanced effects. We wanted it to feel believable and authentic. But with Wakanda being 25 to 50 years in the future, there’s of course a lot of stuff we couldn’t build, like levitating trains and spaceships. So the effects weren’t in lieu of real sets, just used where was necessary."

"You can’t be it if you don’t see it."

Where did pull your inspiration from?
"Once we decided that Wakanda was located on the border of the Democratic Republic of Congo, Rwanda, Burundi, Kenya, and Uganda, that influenced the topography of the land. We also pulled from Omo valley tribes in Ethiopia and South Sudan, the Igbo people of Nigeria, as well as large cities like Nairobi, Johannesburg, and Lagos. You'll see a lot of that when you're in the center of Wakanda, with the buses and people walking through town — that feels a lot like Lagos. As for the individual tribes you meet, I had to imagine who the tribes were that realistically would’ve migrated to the land of Wakanda based on where it was situated. Which tribes were that old and that historic? There are several, with the Dogon being one of them — more than 50,000 years old! They specialised in crafts and wood, so they influenced the Jabari tribe in the movie."

My favourite scenes were the ones at Warrior Falls, where the Black Panther challenges any claims to his throne. Did you have one set that was your favourite?
"[The Black Panther's sister] Shuri’s lab! That was a ton of fun to do, because she was this inventor who was the technological and creative brains behind everything the Black Panther does. And she's such a badass. So I really put a lot of time and thought into what her laboratory would look like."

What was the most challenging part of taking on Black Panther?
"Myself. I found myself stressing out because it was a lot of pressure. I wanted to make sure that Ryan's vision and the beautiful words from him and Joe Cole's script were translated perfectly on screen. But I also wanted to get it right for the community, and for the culture. I was tired of seeing the same bullshit about the continent of Africa. I wanted to really bring it to life, and hopefully inspire people to be more curious, to do their research about this continent and understand that it's much more than what you've seen in movies before. I think doing that through the story of Wakanda is a fantastic start. I also felt that I had a responsibility to my five-year-old self, and to the eight-year-old Ryan Coogler, who walked into the comic book store and saw a reflection of himself in the first Black Panther comic that he picked up. And to all of us that want representation, because you can’t be it if you don’t see it. But I can't lie, it was also a challenge shouldering that feeling of I got to get it right, because if I don’t, Black Twitter is gonna drag me!"

I know we talked in 2016 about how there aren’t really any other Black female production designers…
"Still the same story!"

How meaningful was it for you personally to be asked to work on such a historic film?
"It was fantastic. I’m so proud. It’s an absolute honour to be a part of this, to be on the ground floor of the Black Renaissance that's happening in Hollywood. Maybe one day there will be a little girl who says 'There was this woman who did some crazy sets, and I really looked up to her!' And she will be inspired to have a career and fight for what she wants and loves and is passionate about. That’s what’s the most important to me."

The conversation surrounding Hollywood right now is all about how we can better support women. As someone who works behind the scenes and doesn't see many people like herself, what do you think needs to happen?
"Anyone in this business with power needs to take a lesson from Ryan Coogler and know that women are as capable as anybody. That’s all there is to it. That's the lesson the main character T'Challa talks about in Black Panther, the responsibility we all have to do the right thing. And that needs to happen in real life, too. The right thing is making sure your movies and sets look as real as the real world does."

What’s next for you?
"I’m hoping for a really awesome next story. I would love to work with Ryan again! I choose my work based on what resonates with me and what I feel the world needs to see. And right now, the world needs to see Black Panther. "

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Meet The Woman Exposing The Dark Corners of Tech's Bro Culture

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The most powerful people in Silicon Valley — Facebook's Mark Zuckerberg and Sheryl Sandberg, Twitter's Jack Dorsey, venture capitalist Marc Andreessen — are all well aware of one female reporter: Emily Chang. As the anchor and executive producer of "Bloomberg Technology," Chang has become an industry insider known for asking the tough questions and engaging in fierce debates with the established billionaires and talked-about founders who frequent her show. She highlights company achievements, but never shies away from addressing deeper issues, such as the moral responsibilities of big tech.

In her new book, Brotopia: Breaking Up The Boys' Club Of Silicon Valley, Chang draws on her extensive knowledge and industry connections to shine a light on Silicon Valley's gender imbalance. Although the book will resonate given its timely release, the real power of Chang's reporting comes from her research on the decades that have led to current issues of discrimination and harassment.

She spoke with Refinery29 about uncovering Silicon Valley's sex parties, interviewing the industry's most powerful men, and ways to create a brighter future for everyone working in tech.

You were already working on Brotopia before #MeToo, but how did the movement impact the book over the course of this past year?

"I started writing the book two years ago, before Trump got elected and before Susan Fowler. I think what a lot of people don’t realise is that the #MeToo movement, in my view, started in Silicon Valley, with Ellen Pao coming forward and suing venture capital firm Kleiner Perkins. Even though she lost the case, she won in the court of public opinion. That gave women a slightly bigger opportunity to start sharing their stories, but it didn’t happen immediately.

"Then we saw several entrepreneurs come forward about venture capitalists behaving badly and this was in the middle of 2016, way before Harvey Weinstein. Women in Silicon Valley started telling their stories and I think that played a significant role in making it safe for women in Hollywood and in Washington to share their stories.

"At the beginning of the [reporting] process it was really difficult to convince women to open up. Over the course of two years, I met with some women several times — lunch, texts, late-night calls, dinner — and slowly they started to open up and trust me. But after Susan [Fowler]’s post I felt the momentum of my reporting start to change. Women felt more willing to come forward. I was very careful not to lead anyone anywhere they didn’t want to go, because it is such a personal decision, but the momentum of the movement around the country, summoning this collective courage, certainly benefitted my ability to expose this world in Brotopia."

Did they end up wanting to stay anonymous?

"There were some who did. I talked to hundreds of people. Some of the women decided they wanted to come forward when originally they didn’t want to. Some still have stories that they’re keeping to themselves.

"I think we feel like we know so much, but there’s still so much we don’t know because it is still so scary to come forward — which is why I think shining a light on the industry at large is really important. It is not just about a few bad actors, of which there have been far too many. The book is really about systemic discrimination that has seeped into an industry that has so much potential and is filled with incredibly smart people who have a lot of power, but who also have a lot of responsibility to change the way they’re doing things."

Were there any stories you uncovered while reporting the book that surprised you?

"So many. I feel like every woman I talk to who has stayed in this industry is a survivor. Every woman has not just one or two, but too many stories to count. That was one thing that really surprised me. In a way, many of them said, 'You know, we just got used to it.' You just get used to a hand on your leg or a hug that’s a little too grabby, because that’s just how it is and how it’s always been."

When did you start hearing about Silicon Valley's sex parties?

"I started researching the party scene two years ago, and I talked to both men and women who were part of it. Many of the men felt quite proud about challenging social mores and traditional morality, just like they believe they are changing the world with the products they create. But the women often felt shut out if they did not participate and, if they did, they felt disrespected and reduced to a notch on a bedpost. As I talked to more and more people, they felt that these parties were about power much more than they were about sex, and the power dynamic is completely lopsided."

How do we encourage more women to go into tech while informing them about this power dynamic?

"We’re not going to solve the problem unless we understand what the problem is. So many people I spoke with think it’s a pipeline problem or that women just don’t want these jobs. My hope is that by understanding what the problem is, behaviour and actions will change. As a result, the industry will be better for it and be more welcoming and inclusive for people of all backgrounds."

What has been your experience as a female reporter in Silicon Valley?

Photo: Courtesy of David Paul Morris.

"I’ve definitely been in uncomfortable situations. I don’t think that what I have been through compares with what women in tech have been dealing with on a daily basis ... These women tell me that it’s completely exhausting when they’re constantly trying to fend off interest from their male colleagues and yet preserve a professional relationship because they still have to work together.

"The story of the women in Silicon Valley is particularly egregious. These kinds of stories don’t happen when you have 50% men and [50%] women sitting at a table."

In the book, you write about some of the industry leaders you’ve debated with. How did you hold your own in those conversations?

"We’re talking about some incredibly powerful and wealthy people here who have been doing business in Silicon Valley for a very long time. They have made a lot of money doing business the way that they have, and they believe that the success that they have achieved is completely justified.

"But when I ask someone like Peter Thiel, who is building floating communities on the ocean and exploring the bounders of outer space, what can we do about getting more female founders, and he says, 'I don’t know what to do about that', it just strikes me as people don’t care.

"They need to start caring because this is the most important business issue of our time: How to have women better represented in the workforce and better represented in Silicon Valley, in environments that are healthy and hospitable and lead to creativity and innovation. That is not going to happen without people with a diversity of backgrounds at the table."

A lot of people you talked to for the book seemed so surprised by many of the issues you brought up with them. Do you think people will start caring?

"That’s why I wrote this book. I think for far too long, for decades, people have not recognised the problem and what they can do to change it. But I am hopeful that this will be a sort of call to action and open some eyes.

"In my view, at this point, ignorance can only be wilful. There is no reason for people who are running this industry to justify the staggering underrepresentation of women as a pipeline problem. It is so much more than a pipeline problem and, in my view, the industry created the pipeline problem. I met the women who have learned how to code and are so excited to work in this industry — they exist! These companies need to find them and make them want to stay."

"This is not just tech’s problem or a problem for people who want to work in this industry. This is everybody’s problem."

How does not having enough women in tech impact the development of technology?

"Silicon Valley is controlling what we see, what we read, how we communicate, the social media that we use — this is an industry that is changing the way we live every second. The decisions that are being made in Silicon Valley are changing the lives of billions of people around the world and those decisions can’t be made almost entirely by men.

"I have three sons and I think their lives will be better in an equal world. I know that there are so many mothers and fathers out there who have sons and daughters they want to succeed in this industry, and their daughters aren’t going to stand a chance if something doesn’t change.

"This is not just tech’s problem or a problem for people who want to work in this industry. This is everybody’s problem. I think to myself how different this world would be if more women had been at the creation of the Internet. Would online harassment and trolling be such a problem? Would video games be so violent? Would there be better parental controls? Would porn be so ubiquitous?

"I think just because these companies have already created incredible wealth doesn’t mean this is the best way it possibly could have been. But it certainly means that it doesn’t have to be this way and this certainly can change in the future."

What lessons are you teaching your sons?

"First of all, they know that I’ve been working really hard on a book for the past two years about how to include women in this industry that is changing the world. Whenever I had to take time out on the weekends to write, I talked to them about why. When it was hard, because it was really hard writing about sexism — I felt like I was walking the third rail all the time — I would think about them and tell myself that what I’m doing matters, not just to them but to people who are working in the industry now."

What would you say to a woman who is graduating now and wants to go into tech?

"First of all, you can do it. Find your team, find your allies, find people who are going to support you. Choose an environment that you feel is going to be healthy for you. Oftentimes, when you're interviewing for a job, red flags can go off about certain parts of the culture. If you see those red flags, keep looking. It's really important to find an environment that is going to support you and there are companies that do value this and are making this an explicit priority.

It's a competition for talent — don't settle for anything."

This interview has been edited for length and style.

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Bold Beauty Looks Are Ruling NYFW Street Style — & It's So Refreshing

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It's a bitter 40 degrees in New York City this weekend, with random bouts of rain and snow. But in downtown Manhattan, a rainbow is bursting through — and we don't mean in the clouds. Attendees, influencers, and editors hitting the New York Fashion Week Fall and Winter 2018 show circuit aren't just breaking up the black puffer coat monotony with their colourful shearlings. They're keeping that same energy when it comes to their glam, too.

Think swipes of crimson-red lipstick, a hit of yellow eyeshadow, pink hair that would make Nicki Minaj jealous... you get the idea. The brighter, the better seems to be the approach this go 'round, so you might want to get out your shades to take a look at the best of street-style beauty, ahead.

A power lob and power shades deserve a power pout in fuchsia, which is becoming feminism's go-to hue.

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This beauty's tiny twists make a major impact, especially with her ombré red lips.

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Obviously, we should be on red alert this week.

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R29 beauty writer Mi-Anne Chan didn't need a bold lip. Her bright pink hair (and those painted-on lashes) did all the talking.

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Pro tip: Start with white eyeshadow as your base before tapping on the sunshine.

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Proof that a simple swipe of mascara and rosy-tinted lips can still make a big statement. (But that coat helps, too.)

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Matching our sunglasses to our lipstick (and our coat) is definitely a concept we'll be trying very soon.

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This model rocked her show makeup on the street, and for good reason. The floating crease is the coolest alternative to a basic cat eye.

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Rosé season is apparently still alive and well, thanks to this stylish spectator's bowl cut and bangs.

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This half-up bun is full-on glam, especially paired with an inky wing and brick red lips.

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'Fro goals, for real.

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Someone pass the castor oil... we need our brows to get on this level, stat.

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Mid-length cuts and a blunt fringe are still all the rage, and we're not complaining.

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You know that rule about taking off one accessory before you leave the house? Screw that.

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Cinnamon hair is looking sweeter than ever.

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You know you're killing the game when your lipstick matches your fur stole, jacket, and nail polish.

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Our beauty-loving hearts can't help but swoon at all of this pink (low-key perfect for Valentine's Day).

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It just doesn't get any more "French-girl" than this.

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R29's global editor-in-chief, Christene Barberich, channels easy '70s glamour with loose waves and her signature power lip.

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Pastel bobs are going strong — on and off the runway.

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Yeah, we'd be all smiles if we had these impeccable waves, too.

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Definitive proof that red lipstick is still the best accessory.

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We love this sporty take on a cool protective style.

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There is a lot going on in this look — from the black-and-white liner to the navy blue lips — but somehow this beauty makes it look effortless.

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Instantly pull your entire look together by matching your lips to every single one of your accessories.

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Or make like this street-style star and match your blouse, lips, and cheeks.

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Monochromatic makeup doesn't have to be bold; a swipe of matching blush does the trick, too.

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Model and activist Halima Aden let her colorful ensemble take center stage by pairing it with a neutral smoky eye and mauve lips.

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Fresh skin and barely-there lips get a burst of sunshine thanks to a streak of yellow liner.

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Colorful shoelaces get new life thanks to this style star's ingenuity.

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Upgrade your basic cat-eye by reaching for a bold shade like orange. It's particularly flattering for those with blue eyes.

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Christopher Bailey's Final Burberry Show To Honour LGBTQ Youth

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In October, Burberry announced its president and chief creative officer Christopher Bailey would be stepping down from the British fashion label after 17 years. And as a final send-off, he’s putting the label's signature plaid where its figurative mouth is when it comes to diversity. To prove the British fashion house isn’t all lip service, on Monday, the company announced two cool ways it's promoting diversity around the world.

“My final collection here at Burberry is dedicated to — and in support of — some of the best and brightest organisations supporting LGBTQ+ youth around the world," Bailey said in a press release. "There has never been a more important time to say that in our diversity lies our strength, and our creativity.”

When Bailey unveils his AW18 collection on Saturday in London, expect to see a new iteration of Burberry's check — an LGTBQ Rainbow check, which the label refers to as an “emblem for optimism and inclusiveness” — appear numerous times throughout the collection. The Rainbow check pieces will be available to shop immediately following the runway show — and you’ll probably want to right then and there, considering the OG version is Rihanna-approved. In addition to the items, Burberry announced it has made donations to three charities within the LGBTQ communities: the Albert Kennedy Trust, the Trevor Project, and ILGA.

“It has been a truly inspiring place to work and the decision to leave was not an easy one. I do truly believe, however, that Burberry’s best days are still ahead of her and that the company will go from strength to strength with the strategy we have developed and the exceptional talent we have in place led by Marco,” Bailey said in October. “I would like to thank all my colleagues as well as Sir John Peace and the Board for all their support and faith in me over the years. I am excited to pursue new creative projects but remain fully committed to the future success of this magnificent brand and to ensuring a smooth transition.” An inclusive end is a progressive start, for sure.

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8 Photos Of Women Who Used Their Bodies To Make A Point

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In the 1970s, while working in conservative, patriarchal and often authoritarian societies, a new wave of female artists from across Europe started to use and project their own bodies in radical and transformative ways.

Waltraud Lehner was 28 when she took to the streets of Vienna. She was naked from the waist up. She’d built a “movie theatre” around her body, using cardboard and styrofoam.

Her body could not be seen but a curtained front allowed people to reach inside – if invited by Waltraud. She invited men, women and children to reach through the curtain and touch her breasts and body. As they did, she would recite: “This box is the movie theatre, my body is the screen."

It was, she said, a new form of performance art: feminist actionism. She titled the performance "Tapp-und Tast-Kino" (Tap and Touch Cinema).

But Waltraud was no longer called Waltraud. She had become VALIE EXPORT, a moniker stolen from a popular brand of cigarettes and used, she said, to cleave her “of my father’s name, and my husband’s name.”

The year was 1968. They were aware of the swinging sixties in Austro-Germany but this was still a society very much behind the Iron Curtain. The Stasi were operational, the authorities exerting a pervasive control. EXPORT was born into, and could just about remember, Nazi rule. It’s difficult to recall Touch Cinema now without making it sound faintly ludicrous. Why would she do such a thing? What was the point? Equally, it’s difficult to understand the risks EXPORT took, and what the potential costs might be when she stepped outside and took Touch Cinema to the streets.

EXPORT was trying to take control of her body, to treat it like a canvas, to use it as a way of expressing freedom and possibility. She is first among equals in a new group show of 13 female artists, titled Women Look At Women, at London's Richard Saltoun gallery – timed to launch on Valentine’s Day.

The exhibition explores how avant-garde feminist artists, from EXPORT onwards, used and projected their own bodies, bridging performance and photography to make highly progressive social statements. In many cases, the artworks here were met with barely contained fury. Some artists decided to keep the images private as a result. Others were arrested on censorship or indecency charges. Others were denied work, or found no one willing to exhibit them. They were marginalised and isolated, written out of the history books of conventional wisdom.

The Viennese media’s reaction to VALIE EXPORT was one of hysteria, very clearly laced with fear. One newspaper asked whether they might have a witch in their midst. They were witnessing, on their streets, the early genesis of a very potent new force in contemporary art – a form of unencumbered, unapologetic and uninhibited self-portraiture, a projection of identity that spoke of empowerment and self-possession – a trend that has exploded into one of today's global pastimes.

Women Look At Women is at Richard Saltoun, 41 Dover St, London W15 4NS
Private view: 14th February, 6-8pm
Open to the public: 15th February-31st March

Francesca Woodman – Swansong Series, 1978

In the autumn of 1980, at the age of 22, Francesca Woodman moved back to her parents' home in Manhattan. She had just marginally survived a suicide attempt. In the months before, in the midst of depression, she had sent her portfolio of self-portraits to magazines across New York, and been uniformly ignored. Just a few months later, on 19th January 1981, soon after her relationship with her partner had broken down, Woodman jumped to her death from the loft window of a distant acquaintance’s flat on the Lower East Side. A friend wrote: “Things had been bad, there had been therapy, things had gotten better, guard had been let down.”

If Woodman was ignored in life, she is celebrated in death. Her ghostly, monochrome self-portraits, often of her contorted body in moments of intensely private performance, are now revered as icons of feminist art.

Annegret Soltau – Selbst, 1975

While many of the photographers in this exhibition explore uninhibited freedom, Annegret Soltau captures society’s ongoing ability to repress. The German photographer used black thread, the kind you might keep in a sewing kit (and with the echoes of domesticity that accompany such a possession). She would wrap and knot the thread around her face, her ability to control her expression more and more determined by the tightness of the thread. If she’d continued for long enough, the thread would strangle her. She described the series as “a self-harming self-portrait, an effigy that has been prevented, inhibited, forced into silence.”

Jo Spence – Fat Project, 1978-1979

Spence, the working class Londoner whose pubescent years coincided with the Blitz, was a founding member of the East End-based collective of women photographers, The Hackney Flashers. Starting out as a commercial wedding photographer, Jo Spence gained national attention when she was diagnosed with breast cancer in 1982, an event that stimulated the ongoing self-portraiture series "A Picture of Health". But her photography had, at this point, already taken a more introspective, self-exploratory turn with works like "Fat Project". She described her purpose as exploring “the question of who represents who in society, how they do it and for what purpose.” In 1992, cancer returned again, this time in the shape of leukaemia, which took her life.

Eleanor Antin – Men from The King of Solana Beach, 1974

Antin, a Jewish girl from the Bronx who would spend most of her life as a professor in visual arts at San Diego University, didn’t use photography and video until later in her career. Throughout the 1970s, she created video works in which she performed as invented personae, the best known of which was The King of Solana Beach, for which Antin pasted a beard onto her face, wore a cape and wide-brimmed hat, and capered round San Diego. Followed by intrigued passersby, she visits the grocers and post office and sits on an old, abandoned sofa left in public view. Antin described these not as impersonations, but as transformations – characters that enabled her to feel unshackled by the things that weighed on her own life. She said: ”I was interested in defining the limits of myself. I consider the usual aids to self-definition — sex, age, talent, time and space — as tyrannical limitations upon my freedom of choice."

Helen Chadwick – Ruin, 1986

In 2001, Sam Taylor-Johnson made waves with her video work "Still Life". Calling it “a simple meditation on mortality and beauty,” she filmed a bowl of fruit left until it rots and melts into the table.

But in 1986, London-born photographer Helen Chadwick had already had the idea with "Carcass" – a tower of vegetables left to rot at the ICA. In her photograph "Ruin", Chadwick poses naked in front of an image of the tower. Her hand rests on a skull, asking us to compare the tautness of her flesh to the decaying, fetid matter: beauty and mortality, hand in hand. Less than 10 years later, she died unexpectedly of a heart attack at age 42.

Friedl Kubelka – Pin-up, 1973

Friedl Kubelka would rent a Parisian hotel by the hour. There, in front of the mirror, she would dress in lingerie and pose. She was 26, and she was doing this for nobody but her camera. The images are brave and assertive, yet Kubelka is so vulnerable she might break into pieces. They were the first portraits of Kubelka’s 40-year-long "Jahreportraits" (Year Portraits) project, in which she photographed herself daily over the period of a year – repeating the process every five years since. Kubelka grew up in East Berlin, and was only able to leave for the West as a student. Yet despite her newfound freedom, these images came amid a period of unrest and unhappiness, a time in which she tried to work out her own needs and desires by exposing them on film. “I wanted to be the object of desire,” she said. “I wanted somebody. But I wanted to also be the person that renders the object of desire.”

Alexis Hunter – The Marxist’s Wife (Still Does the Housework), 1978

Born in rural New Zealand, Hunter spent her early 20s living in a commune in Cairns before moving to London and immersing herself in the Camden arts scene.

As a way of twisting men’s willingness to reduce women to visuals, she took to the streets of Hoxton to photograph men in her "Sexual Rapport" series. Once published, she would mark the images with ‘Yes’, ‘No’ or ‘Maybe’.

Remembering the time, she said: “We were ridiculed in the press. We couldn't get work [but] we felt empowered to change society, and thought we could do so by making art. People now don't feel that, and they want to learn how we did it.”

Images in the series "The Marxist Housewife (Still Does the Housework)" show a manicured hand cleaning a poster of Karl Marx – a reminder for Marxists of the philosopher’s lack of recognition of women, so often denied the opportunity to work.

Renate Bertlmann – Transformations, 1969/2013

Renate Bertlmann has spent a career exploring the co-dependence of the feminine and masculine relationship – the way ideas of sex and gender and desire can often cross over, interchange and overlap, with her work often employing phallic imagery amid more classically feminist signage. From the 1980s, she would often incorporate commercial pornography into her work, using it as a way of interrogating gender and sexual relations in a world orientated around work and money.

In this series of staged photographs, the artist ‘transforms’ herself by dressing in her mother’s clothes. The clothes are often faintly masculine in tone, with their emphasis on practicality and their suitability for domestic labour. Posing as such, she helps us reflect on what our parents pass on to us, and how their notions of gender differ from our own.

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How To Meet People IRL In The Age Of Tinder

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A few years ago, a friend introduced her new boyfriend. When I asked how they'd met, she lowered her voice and leaned in conspiratorially, like she was about to disclose her bank PIN and mother's maiden name. Turns out, they'd matched through a dating app but were officially telling people that they'd met at a pub — as in, the pub where they'd arranged to grab drinks after weeks of chatting online.

These days, you'd be hard-pressed to find a London single — and even some two-timing not-so-singles — who hasn't outsourced their love life to dating apps like Tinder, Bumble, Happn, Her, Raya and The League. There's no stigma, just a steady stream of swipes.

Dating apps and sites offer convenience, choice, and instant confidence boosts, and many of the couples clutching red roses and paying for overpriced steak-for-two this Valentine's Day are bound to have first connected online.

For the rest of us, however, it's easy to get discouraged by dick pics, matches that don't go anywhere, and first dates that fizzle out within the first 30 seconds. Many people crave chemistry and crushes and banter and the flush of flirting in the flesh. They want spontaneity and meet-cutes worthy of a rom-com. It's not that online dating rules all that out (see: You've Got Mail); it's that meeting someone IRL (in real life, Mum) and by chance can feel, for some, more romantic and kismet-y.

There's no wrong or right way to meet The One. But if you've got Bumble burnout or feel like you'll never find someone if you're not swiping enough to develop carpal tunnel syndrome, take heart. These London-based couples all met IRL — through work, through friends, hell, even through parents — and are proof that "old-fashioned" offline romance hasn't entirely expired.

Who knows? Maybe next Valentine's Day you'll be splitting a crème brûlée with someone you met in an Uber pool, at a pub quiz, or on a blind date. And if not, there's always an app for that.

Nicole and Tom

Length of relationship: Together four years, married since November 2016

How did you meet?

Nicole: "We 'officially' met at our previous jobs back in 2014; we used to work for the same company, but were on different projects so our paths didn't cross too much. Our first actual conversation was at our company's summer day out. We then got to know each other properly a few weeks later through the age-old British tradition of after-work drinks at the pub 'round the corner."

Were you nervous about dating a colleague?

Nicole: "I was definitely nervous from the beginning, especially with people seeing us interacting when we didn't have any reason to be! I basically just avoided walking by his desk (which was hard because it was en route to the toilets), but we spent most of our time emailing each other throughout the day.

"I don't see that much of a problem with [dating a colleague] as long as it's all above-board. Neither of us reported to each other, and we had different bosses. We spend so much time at work and in our offices, it makes sense that people become so close."

What was your experience on dating apps prior to that?

Nicole: "My Tinder experiences were pretty bleak, to be honest. Mostly overly sexual messages or just endless back and forth with guys that never actually wanted to meet up in person. And the guys I did end up meeting in person would be great, but then would fizzle out quite quickly."

Do you think you would have matched with each other on an app?

Nicole: "I think we would. I definitely thought he was cute when I saw him and he's very clever. He was always super-charming when we would email each other at work, so I feel like that would translate well over a dating app."

Photo: Courtesy of Nicole Ocran.

Greta and Jack

Length of relationship: Friends for four years, dating for one

How did you meet?

Greta: "A mutual friend of ours noticed we had the same interests and suggested I add Jack on Facebook. We started chatting online. Later that month, that friend and I happened to walk past Jack's house and we simply knocked on his door to say hello. But at the time I wasn't single, or then I was and he wasn't, so our first interactions were of strong friendship and so on for years."

Were you wary of a set-up?

Jack: "At the time there was no talk of future relationships. Our friend Jay just thought we had a lot in common. Years later he said that he knew eventually something would come of it. Of course, he didn't tell us that at the time."

What were your previous experiences with dating apps?

Jack: "I had an account on Tinder for about a year. I suppose my experience was that it was kind of ridiculous, a bit of a meat market for people-matching. I met a few people off of it. One turned out to be a bit 'stalky', and there were a few short-term flings and quite a lot of first dates. I'm not entirely sure that you'd find the love of your life on there without spending a lot of time sifting through people, but isn't that the same for 'old-school' dating as well?

But on lots of these apps you don’t even get to the point where you do talk. It's just 'swipe left' and move on. You wonder how many people miss out on beautiful relationships by being so quick to judge someone based on a few heavily edited pictures or how witty/not witty their profile description is."

Do you think being friends helped foster romance?

Greta: "There were so many benefits to being close friends [first]. We have an endless backlog of inside jokes, and we'd discussed important views on our lifestyles."

Photo: Courtesy of Jack Oughton.

Adrianna and James

Length of relationship: Three years

How did you meet?

Adrianna: "Via Airbnb. I was in grad school at the time and living in a house where the owner posted our extra bedroom on Airbnb. James needed a place to live for two months. We just sorta hit it off and bonded over our travels, research, and love for macaroni and cheese."

Did it seem risky to date a flatmate?

Adrianna: "I kind of embraced the fact that we would only be sharing the house for two months, so what did I have to lose? I did want to keep it quiet from our other housemates who owned the place because I didn't want to make them worried. We did come clean, and our housemates were totally fine with it."

What was your experience with dating apps like?

Adrianna: "I tried Tinder and OkCupid. I kind of fell into a pattern where I would be active on a dating app for three months and then either get bored, annoyed by creeps on the app, or just wasn't excited by anyone I was meeting so I would delete it and then re-download the app a couple months later when I felt ready again. I did meet a few nice guys, but there was never a real connection. I do think that dating apps have put a hold on meeting people naturally in real life — I've actually seen guys and girls in pubs or clubs on Tinder, swiping while surrounded by loads of people."

Do you think you would have matched if you'd come across one another on a dating app?

Adrianna: "I like to think so, though he is a bit opposite to the type of guys I dated when I was at university. But I think that's what made me attracted to him in the first place. I'm also the opposite type of girl he was used to dating as well. I think all the guys I met (and all the girls he met) on apps led us to figure out what we really wanted out of a partner and helped us realise that we are great for one another."

Photo: Courtesy photo.

Effie and Spartakus

Length of relationship: Five months

How did you meet?

Effie: "My mother went to his friends’ wedding in Greece. They met and joked around as Spar is every mum’s favourite guy. She mentioned having a daughter (me) that also lives in the UK. A couple of weeks later he found me on Facebook. I had a medical course in London, where he lives, so we met up for drinks and a drag show. It wasn't even a date; it was like two mates meeting for some beers. But then we kissed."

Do you think you would have matched with each other on an app?

Effie: "Neither of us have used dating apps, so I don't have the slightest clue about the questions or filters they have. But if you just based it off our taste in music, our lifestyles, or even our location — I'm in medical school in Manchester, while he's based in London — I don't think we would have.

"I am more of a physical person who is into yoga and kickboxing; I like quiet weekends in the countryside. Spar would rather spend a weekend going to concerts and drinking with friends, or trying new recipes. But the things we don't have in common inspire us to have interesting conversations and we both try to appreciate the other's different way of enjoying life. At the same time, we use the things we have in common to bond more easily. I think you need both aspects for a relationship to be interesting and successful in the long term."

Photo: Courtesy of Effie Demertzidou.

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The Welcome Return Of Glitter & Glamour In Fashion

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For over a decade, minimalism reigned supreme on the catwalks, from Céline and Jil Sander to Helmut Lang and more recently, The Row. But whether it's down to the Alessandro Michele/Gucci effect or a desire for bolder, brighter, more textured clothes for the visually led Insta generation, maximalism is well and truly back on trend. Seventies-inspired silhouettes and prints have trickled down from high fashion to high street over the past few years, however, the last couple of seasons have also seen a return to the '8os, with the resurgence of disco fashion and high-octane glamour, glitter, sequins and feathers.

Nicole wears Halpern leopard sequin open back top £1,025, available at Browns Fashion, Halpern high-rise sequin-embellished skinny trousers, £1,275, available at Matches Fashion, Marques' Almeida block heels. Alice wears Ashish skirt.

Thirty-year-old designer Michael Halpern is at the centre of this renewed interest in disco and all the shimmering embellishment, unabashed elegance and hyper femininity that comes with it. His sequin-focused label, Halpern, founded in 2016, made its London Fashion Week debut last February to critical acclaim, then in December, Model of the Year Adwoa Aboah wore a glittering Halpern creation to the Fashion Awards, where the young designer also won the Emerging Talent prize.

At the SS18 shows last September, fashion's obsession with sequins and feathers continued; Anthony Vaccarello's ultra glamorous collection for Saint Laurent was studded with sequins and ostrich feathers aplenty, and sequins twinkled everywhere from Gucci and Marc Jacobs to Molly Goddard and of course, shimmered heavily at Halpern. At Prada Resort 2018 back in May, chiffon and organza dresses were enhanced with sequin details and feather hems, then at the SS18 shows feathers fluttered at Maison Margiela, Ann Demeulemeester, and Nina Ricci; even Ashley Williams offered a more dressed-down, everyday take on the trend.

India wears Ashley Williams earrings, Ashley Williams feather dress, Delfina Delettrez rings, Dior patent shoes

Data from global fashion search platform Lyst revealed that searches for sequins increased by 42% in the second half of 2017, proving that shoppers are enthralled by the glittering trend. “The resurgence of disco is largely thanks to designers’ current fascination with the late '80s and early '90s," Lisa Aiken, fashion director at Net-A-Porter explained. "The SS18 shows were awash with references to Lady Diana, Pretty Woman and the Supers, all reimagined as a vintage mash-up to appeal to the ‘it-girl’ of 2018 – think Gigi Hadid, Kendall Jenner or Kaia Gerber, who we imagine will be wearing so many of these looks. In general, the Net-A-Porter woman invests in eveningwear across the board, in fact as a category it is growing faster than any other department – sequins, crystals and feathers are all key elements of this trend. In terms of fabrications, designers are pushing the boundaries.”

Nicole (L) wears Halpern high-rise sequin-embellished skinny trousers, £1275, available at Matches Fashion and Marques' Almeida block heels. Nicole (R) Dior gown.

It would be a serious omission to discuss sequins without mentioning London Fashion Week favourite, Ashish. “Sequins have always been a protest for me," designer Ashish explained to Refinery29 after his SS18 show. "It’s always been a revolution for me. A protest against blandness.” Adored for his explosively colourful and creative use of sequins throughout his career, Ashish's latest collection was considerably darker and dreamier. "We live in dark times. It was that Martin Luther King quote that in darkness, you see stars; it’s about finding hope in dark times. I wanted to channel that energy into something beautiful," Ashish affirmed backstage. "I just felt like I don’t want to be celebrating colours because everything that is going on is just so dark. But in that darkness is hope, so there are still a million sparkles and sequins. I wanted it to be a cathartic experience. I feel like I staged my own funeral!"

India wears Mimi Wade T-shirt, Marques’Almeida skirt
Alice wears Ryan Lo dress

Ida Petersson, buying director at Browns Fashion echoes Ashish's sentiments with the idea that the prevalence of colour, texture and glitter on the catwalk is a reaction to the relentless tragedy and global upheaval of the past few years, and a nod to happier times. "Designers are injecting some fun into their collections for SS18 and I couldn’t think of anything better than an abundance of sequins! Creating a party mood is almost a way of giving the finger to all the madness that happened in 2017, and a nod to a fantastic era where everything for a few years was just fabulous. This season's mantra seems to be the glitzier the better, with several of our designers such as Halpern, Molly Goddard, Faith Connexion and Gucci all infusing a dose of sparkle into their collections."

The glitter and glamour we saw in New York, London and Milan with Halpern, Goddard and Gucci continued in Paris. For Dior SS18, Maria Grazia Chiuri stuck with the strong feminist message that has run throughout her collections since her first offering in September 2016, with a new collection that was inspired by female artists (or the lack thereof) as well as the female forces of change in the '60s. The show closed with glittering mosaic gowns in Chiuri's now-signature silhouette, reaffirming sparkle as this season's standout trend.

Alice (L) wears Ryan Lo dress and Christian Louboutin mules. (R) Ashley Williams hairslides

At Marques' Almeida SS18, both feathers and sequins cropped up in the eclectic collection. In the show notes, the design duo explained: "We’ve been thinking a lot about the expectations on girls and women and everything they're expected to do. You're expected to be great at your job, build a successful career but you can't leave behind your personal life and should be able to have a family and look after your family and look amazing while doing everything, whether you’re a teenager, a mum of three in Mid Town America, a 60 year old retired business woman or an artist... This collection feels so free and so full of different references to so many different amazing women." As Marta Marques and Paulo Almeida so pertinently put it, when women in 2018 are being pulled in so many different directions, fashion ought to be freeing. In such unstable sociopolitical times, we ought to celebrate individualism, energy, creativity and optimism, and our wardrobe can be an instantly gratifying and uplifting outlet for that. Sequins, sparkle and texture offer the perfect opportunity for self-expression, projecting hope as immediate mood-enhancers. It certainly feels timely to turn away from the austere, pared-back designs we adored in the '90s and '00s and revel in sequins and feathers.

Whether it's a sequin hairslide courtesy of Ashley Williams, a glinting 'Good Mourning' Ashish hoodie, feathered Marques' Almeida skirt or glittering Dior gown, we're welcoming the return of glitter and glamour with open arms.

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Tracing The Journey Of The Ingredients In Your Favourite Beauty Products

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Now more than ever we want total transparency from our favourite beauty brands. We want to know exactly what is in our face-saving formulas, and how much of it, from acid potency to potentially acne-aggravating substances.

We're more knowledgeable about our environment and the harmful elements that come with it – think stress, pollution and blue light – all taking their toll on our skin as time goes by. It makes complete sense that we'd want to know what's going into our skincare to combat these issues.

However, it's not just because we're conscious of what we're putting on our skin; we're also more aware of exactly who is farming the wonder ingredients that we indulge in. Much like the growing demand for ethical fashion, we want to know that those involved in making our trusted lotions and potions are getting a fair deal, too.

Courtesy of The Body Shop/Jacques Nkinzingabo

In 2018, farm-to-face beauty brands are rightly getting their time in the sun, but several names have been repping transparency for some time now. Jurlique, Tata Harper and Ilcsi have long advocated a clear chain from harvest to bathroom shelf. As, too, has The Body Shop, which has worked with farmers globally to source ingredients since founder Anita Roddick established the brand.

Publishing the details of its Community Trade programme means you can trace the exact farming community that a hero ingredient comes from, whether it's hemp seed oil from France or tea tree oil from Kenya. The brand's latest products, launching this May, will contain the harvest of the Dufatanye Co-operative's crops. Along with Asili Natural Oils, a social enterprise which works with brands to produce the best outcomes for small hold farmers in Rwanda, we followed the moringa plant – a skincare ingredient loved for its anti-ageing properties – from Dufatanye's farm in Rwanda to The Body Shop's final product.

Step One: The Farm

The Dufatanye Co-operative is made up of farmers who either own moringa trees or work on the communal plantation. They harvest the plant by using a long stick to grab and twist the pea-like pods from the branches, before collecting them up. Next, they snap the dried casing so that the seeds fall out. This is repetitive and time-consuming work, but as the moringa plant grows all year round and in the toughest of conditions, it's a sustainable livelihood. Once all the seeds are gathered, they're sent off to Ndera, a village just outside of Kigali, Rwanda's capital.

Courtesy of The Body Shop/Jacques Nkinzingabo

Step Two: Processing

There are two stages in the processing at Asili's Ndera facility: de-shell and cold-press. Using their hands rather than machines in order to create more employment, the workers separate the inner part of the seed from its husk by shaking and throwing a woven basket, leaving a white centre from which a potent oil is extracted. The seeds are cold-pressed twice, as the first time around the cake (the solid residue) still has oil to be squeezed out. The nutrient-rich cake isn't wasted, though, and is often used as animal feed. Once the oil has been put through the machines, it's bottled and ready for shipping to the manufacturers. At this stage, the oil works wonderfully on dry ends of the hair or as an intense overnight skin treatment.

Courtesy of The Body Shop/Jacques Nkinzingabo

Step Three: Manufacturing

From Asili's processing centre, the oil is flown to the UK in big jugs. From there, it's divided up to be transported to specific manufacturers across Germany, France and the UK, which focus on different products. Here, the oil is tested for the correct acidity, odour and chemical specifications to be used in skincare products, to ensure it's compatible with all skin types. The factories where this happens are hyper-modern and machine-automated.

Step Four: Your Product

Once the formulas have been combined, they're packaged and sent to the retailers from which you buy your favourite products every day.

Knowing where your beauty ingredients come from is far more complex than sourcing the dairy you drink; there are countless steps, and many people involved, which is where the potential for unpaid labour, unfair deals, and unmonitored formulations can arise. With brands like The Body Shop, Votary and Odacité all making clear exactly where they source their ingredients, the industry is becoming a more transparent and thus fairer place. There's more at play than just knowing that what you're putting on your face is regulated, and that's the long journey behind every ingredient in your cleanser.

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Meghan Markle has been making secret visits to survivors of the Grenfell Tower fire, according to reports.

The tower is in the Royal Borough of Kensington and Chelsea, where she and Prince Harry will live after their wedding on 19th May at Windsor Castle.

The US former actor and activist is said to have made two separate trips to the Al Manaar community mosque, which was one of the first places to support victims with shelter, food, water and counselling, in the aftermath of the fire that killed 71 people and devastated the nation last June 14.

Markle's fiancé did not accompany her on the visits, though a royal protection officer and one of Harry's aides is reported to have travelled with her.

A member of the Grenfell community told the Mirror that Markle's visits "mean so much" to the locals and that the soon-to-be royal "has a special place in [their] hearts”.

Her intention with the visits, which did not take place in front of any media or paparazzi, is apparently to familiarise herself with charity work, which is soon to become an even bigger part of her life, as it was for Princess Diana.

"Ms Markle has regularly been making private visits to organisations as she gets to know the charity sector,” a royal source told the Mirror.

In September, Harry and Prince William visited survivors at the same mosque, which their father opened in 2001. The Queen and the Duke of Cambridg e also paid a visit to the Westway Sports Centre to meet with survivors and volunteers soon after the disaster.

Kensington and Chelsea council was roundly lambasted for its response to the devastating fire and continues to face criticism for its insufficient treatment of victims. On a national scale, just three of the 160 social housing towers flagged as similarly dangerous have been reclad with safer materials, the Guardian reported last month, and the public inquiry into how the disaster happened is ongoing.

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It may sound unlikely, but the world is spellbound by the North Korean cheerleading squad at the Winter Olympics, currently underway in South Korea. The group of 230 young women and girls, often referred to as Kim Jong-un’s "army of beauties", made waves at the games on Monday in Gangneung, where they were supporting the unified Korean ice hockey team.

In January it was announced that the neighbouring countries would field a joint women's hockey team and march together under a single "unified" flag. It marks the first time the countries have ever competed on the same team at an Olympic Games and required the opening of the border between the countries for the first time in nearly two years. So naturally, the world's media is taking an interest in North Korea's presence at the games.

But why all the fuss about the country's cheerleaders? Not only is their presence fascinating in itself, the huge squad – which outnumbers North Korea's competing athletes by around 10 to one – has provided an inimitable spectacle already.

On Monday, when the unified Korean team played its second ice hockey match and lost to Sweden, the crowd went wild for the girls and young women, who were decked out in identical red and white outfits and performed a perfectly coordinated routine involving clapping, chanting, flags and masks, which some in the South said resembled a young Kim Il-Sung, North Korea's first leader and the grandfather of current leader Kim Jong-un.

However, as many have pointed out, the outwardly cheerful display has a dark underbelly. While some have praised the squad as a symbol of reconciliation between the North and South, others have described it as an extension of the North Korean propaganda campaign, designed to exacerbate geopolitical tensions. They have continued their routines to their own songs on top of entirely different music, seemingly "oblivious to their surroundings", staring straight ahead and chanting “We are one!”, the New York Time s reported.

The all-female squad is also selected based on very strict criteria. Members must be no older than their early 20s, at least 5"3' tall (160 cm), come from a good family, be well assimilated to the country's regime and be "exemplars of working collectively," North Korean defector to the South, Han Seo-hee, 35, who was selected as a cheerleader 16 years ago, told the New York Times.

They are being tightly controlled during the games, being kept in large groups and accompanied by minders, usually North Korean men at all times, even during trips to the bathroom. They are prevented from interacting with strangers, including South Koreans, many of whom will be coming face-to-face with North Koreans for the first time at the Games.

Furthermore, in 2006, 21 of their fellow cheerleaders were imprisoned for talking about their experiences in South Korea during a University Games tour, which was forbidden, the Taipei Times reported. Some believe it is the threat of punishment, as opposed to the excitement of the event, that has contributed to the squad's relentlessness.

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Black Panther's Breakout Star Letitia Wright Is No Disney Sidekick

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In 2006, a 12-year-old Letitia Wright was inspired to chase her dreams while watching Keke Palmer portray a spelling bee champ in the movie Akeelah And The Bee. And this month, children everywhere will be similarly moved — while watching Wright in Black Panther.

There is much-deserved praise being showered over the latest Marvel movie's historic, mostly Black cast. Chadwick Boseman is quietly impressive as the lead character, T'Challa, aka the Black Panther, and the nation of Wakanda's new king; Lupita Nyong'o is alluring as T'Challa's no-nonsense but loyal love interest; The Walking Dead' s Danai Gurira may have outdone herself as the badass warrior Okoye, and Hollywood legend Angela Basset is regal as ever as T'Challa's mother, the queen.

But just 20 minutes into the film, it's clear that Black Panther has a breakout star: Wright, who plays T'Challa's sister and Wakanda's princess, Shuri. Throughout the film's more than two hours, the Guyana-born actress brings the action story some comedic relief, adding a touch of necessary lightness to the dark moments that reflect the current fissures in Black communities. Still, Wright is far from the typical action movie sidekick who simply exists to further along the storyline — or the damsel-in-distress Disney princess trope. Instead, as Wakanda's technological expert, she is quite literally the brains of the entire operation, never hesitating to put T'Challa — or anyone else, for that matter — in their place. In a few epic moments, in fact, she herself becomes the action hero. And she does it all while rocking some gloriously styled braids, another of many firsts for a Marvel sidekick or Disney princess.

Even with a Blockbuster already under her belt, at 24, the actress is just getting started. So far, she's worked in a few indie films and British television shows, including a starring role in the season four finale of Black Mirror last year, "Black Museum." Black Panther is by far her biggest undertaking yet, though Wright says she wasn't intimidated, a fact she attributes to her upbringing in Guyana.

"As a kid, I grew up speaking to everyone in the neighbourhood; even if you didn't know them, you spoke and climbed trees and played cricket together...there was no sitting inside and watching TV," she remembers. "Talking to people, getting to know them, telling stories, connecting...that's how I grew up. So when I went to the U.K. and saw everyone stayed indoors and was very private, that was new to me. I think my love of connecting with people through acting, I trace that back to my childhood and culture in Guyana."

Wright's family moved to the U.K. when she was seven; as a teenager, she attended the Identity School of Acting in London, a small, groundbreaking all-Black drama school. She began pursuing a film career at 17, but after a few years, she found herself battling depression; it wasn't until 2015, after she says she'd done some serious soul-searching and found God, that she was able to focus on acting full-time. That's when she landed a role in the indie film Urban Hymn ( casted by director Michael Caton-Jones, a choice that would later earn her the attention of Marvel execs) and later, a part in Eclipsed on West End , a play written by her future co-star Gurira.

"If you haven’t even got the time to write a multidimensional character, why should I waste my time playing the part?"

Wright admits that she was neither a comic book nor a science fiction fan before taking on Black Panther — she never read comic books and was only an occasional Marvel moviegoer, opting more for "indie arthouse films." But when an opportunity to audition for Black Panther came in 2016, she was immediately drawn to the character of Shuri, T'Challa's younger sister and the leader in charge of dreaming up innovative uses for the fictional nation's modern technology.

"She was such a different character from what I'd read in scripts: A young Black woman who's super smart and into technology," Wright says. "I hadn't really seen any girls on screen who were into tech or science and engineering, and I know most of the world hadn't either. So I really wanted to play Shuri not just because she’d be funny and smart and a really cool character to play, but also because I knew she’d leave an impact on young girls and young boys."

Though she's truly just getting started in her career, the current conversations swirling around Hollywood about how the movie industry can better support women — and, more specifically, women of colour — are not lost on Wright. She says she's had a largely positive experience so far, but is acutely aware of how much more there still is to be done.

"Even though I haven’t been doing this for a long time, it became clear early on that there aren’t a lot of leading roles for Black women, young or old," she says. "In my own way, I've tried to challenge the status quo by being offered a supporting character script and asking the casting directors if there might be a way I can read for the lead role instead. Because why not?”

Wright adds that, though Hollywood has a responsibility to do better, she has no plans to sit around and wait for scripts to come her way. She cites actors like Viola Davis, Michael B. Jordan, Kerry Washington, even 13-year-old Marsai Martin as inspirations for one day producing her own projects instead of waiting for them to get made by someone else. And though there is often a lack of opportunities, Wright says she'll never settle.

"I’ve made a decision to not play stereotypes. I will never play a role where were was no love or care put into the character. If you haven’t even got the time to write a multidimensional character, why should I waste my time playing the part?"

It's easy to tell from the cast's on-screen chemistry that the vibe on the set of Black Panther was familial. And it was; Wright credits the brother-sister bond of her and Boseman's characters to a real life connection, and says the cast often killed time between takes by hosting spontaneous rap battles — which, she declares proudly, she mostly won. She also spent a lot of time picking the brain of Angela Bassett, whom she calls “a legend“ and says reminded her to “stay close to the ground and do this acting thing for the right reason: impact and storytelling.”

Luckily for Wright's growing fan base, they can catch the actress in next month's Steven Spielberg directed Ready Player One and returning as Shuri in this spring's Avengers: Infinity War. But before Black Panther has even hit theatres, buzz around Wright's performance and the actual comic book's storyline have led to speculation on whether Wright might one day portray the Black Panther herself — or get her own spinoff.

For now, she says, she's just focusing on the current Black Panther. It is clear by the ending (and pre-sale tickets), however, that the latest Marvel movie is destined for a sequel. Until then, fans will walk away from the first instalment with the Kendrick Lamar-produced soundtrack stuck in their heads, several memorable one-liners, and a penchant for recreating Suri's signature handshake with her brother, cooly executed by Wright and Boseman. But there's one thing Wright wishes she could've taken with her.

"I wish I could have Shuri's Kimoyo beads in real life — they can project anything onto glass without a remote control!" she says. "I wouldn't even need my cell phone. I'd just project my YouTube videos onto the wall! That would be so cool...You know, Shuri is just so cool. She's so cool! How could it not be an honour to play her?"

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The UK Has An Eating Disorder Epidemic. How Do We Stop It?

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The number of people seeking hospital admission for potentially life-threatening eating disorders has doubled in the past six years. According to new research published by The Guardian, that number soared to 13,885 in the year to April 2017, up from 7,260 in the period 2010-11. Alarmingly, these are the highest figures in a decade. And they may not even give us the full picture. Director of External Affairs at the eating disorders charity Beat, Tom Quinn, says that many other people will be living with an eating disorder but be undiagnosed, receiving outpatient treatment or no treatment at all. That is to say that the incidence of eating disorders in Britain could be even higher than these statistics indicate.

Drawing on figures from NHS Digital, journalist Sarah Marsh wrote that “a surge in the number of teenage girls and women in their early 20s lies behind the dramatic rise”. In the year to April 2017, admissions for people under the age of 19 soared from 1,050 to 2,025. Beat agrees that the most vulnerable age group is between 13 and 17. This has long been and continues to be a particularly vulnerable demographic when it comes to eating disorders like anorexia and bulimia. Experts agree that we are failing these young people, abandoning them through lack of funding, a shortage of beds and a pervasive misunderstanding of the illnesses they suffer.

In response to The Guardian story, founding leader of the Women’s Equality Party, Sophie Walker, tweeted:

As a survivor of anorexia, I always find these stories particularly harrowing. Equally, I am profoundly relieved when someone in a position of power shows some sign of anger, hope and resolve. I got Sophie Walker on the phone to find out a little more about her vision for treating eating disorders. She, like so many of us, recognises how dire the funding situation is and calls for better support for the NHS and specialist services. But – and this is a nuance many politicians wilfully ignore – the situation with eating disorders is more complex than that. As well as desperately needed resources, we have to address the social triggers for these disorders, including the subjugation of women that inspires them to vanish by starvation.

“We need an understanding of where these conditions are coming from,” Sophie says. “There are more than 28 published studies that prove media images have a direct impact on how we view our bodies, and negative body image puts a person at greater risk of an eating disorder. There are currently 1.6 million people with an eating disorder in the UK and something like 90% of them are female. This is a gendered issue.”

Anorexia is the deadliest mental health condition in the world. Twenty per cent of anorexia sufferers will die prematurely because of their condition, their bodies and minds ravaged by a cruel illness that so often gets mistaken for a diet. It does affect men, but the overwhelming majority of victims are female, which should prompt us to ask: what are we doing wrong that so many women, particularly young ones, want to endanger their lives just to shrink their bodies?

“We need to urgently examine the limits we put on women and the oppression of women and young girls. We are routinely belittling women to the extent that they literally want to be as small as possible,” Sophie says.

Here, she echoes something I’ve been thinking about since my years as an anorexic young woman. Research suggests that anorexia has genetic roots and that some people may even be predisposed to the illness, but it is also exacerbated by the pressure we put on women to be perfect, to be shiny, to be thin. When we strip women of their autonomy over their own bodies and lives – by ignoring their complaints about sexual abuse, taking away their reproductive rights, dictating how they should behave and look – we create an environment in which they crave control. Sometimes, that inspires them to restrict their eating, cut out food groups, count calories obsessively, binge, purge, starve and weigh themselves to measure the space in which they take up on this planet. They are forced to equate their physical presence with their moral significance, and it’s extremely dangerous. They feel they must be diminutive because they are told they are not worthy of respect or agency, and so they take that anxiety out on their bodies.

We must, according to Sophie, fight this epidemic of eating disorders with feminism.

“My vision here is to use feminism, to design politics to reach the vulnerable and the marginalised. Funding for social care is dropping to one per cent of the GDP and that is not acceptable. Feminism values social care. Feminism sees women. Feminism wants to get to the root of anorexia and work from there. We’ve just seen the Me Too movement, which has been brilliant for voicing women’s experiences. In the same way that sexual assault is about power, eating disorders are about power. They’re about not having power. We need a similar movement in society to understand what is going on here, where it comes from, and what we can do to protect women.”

Every time distressing statistics come out, like the ones published by The Guardian, we have an opportunity to capitalise on the shock they cause to affect real change. Please, this time, may we listen to people like Sophie Walker and urgently campaign for greater understanding, increased compassion and better resources.

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These Are The Most Likely Names For Kate & William's New Baby

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The rumour mill is in overdrive over what the third royal baby, which is due in April, will be called. Bookies are taking bets on the most likely names for the child, whose sex hasn't been revealed, and the frontrunners are a far cry from the most popular baby names predicted by Netmums for 2018.

According to Ladbrokes, Prince George and Princess Charlotte are most likely to be welcoming a baby sister, and the most likely names for both sexes are as traditional as you might expect. (We probably won't be seeing a Prince Axl or Princess Layla any time soon.)

If the baby is a girl, we could be about to welcome a Princess Mary to the royal family. The name's odds have leapt from 20/1 to 7/1, overtaking Alice, which is now the second most hotly-tipped choice, along with Mary.

The surge came from a boost in bets on Mary in the north west of England. Jessica Bridge from Ladbrokes said that while the company couldn't explain the link between the name and that part of the country, "the overwhelming support means we have a new favourite in the royal baby name market," Metro reported.

If Kate and William's third child is a boy, however, the bookies predict it'll be a little Albert or Arthur, which are tied on 12/1.

The name Mary has been used in the royal family a few times and is one of our current Queen's middle names – her full name is Elizabeth Alexandra Mary. Bridge continued: "‘Punters are convinced the Duke and Duchess are expecting another little girl, and obviously it would be a lovely touch to honour Her Majesty’s Grandmother, but it will be interesting to see if any boys’ names are backed over the coming weeks before the birth." We're on tenterhooks.

The bookies' favourite royal baby names

Mary 7/1
Alice 8/1
Victoria 8/1
Albert 12/1
Arthur 12/1
Alexandra 16/1
Diana 16/1
Elizabeth 16/1
Frederick 16/1
Henry 16/1
James 16/1
Grace 20/1

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Is James Franco Really Returning For The Deuce Season Two?

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James Franco will likely be in season two of The Deuce, David Simon's slow-burner of a TV show set in Manhattan in the 1970s, despite the allegations of sexual misconduct published in January. Sunday night, Megan Abbott, a staff writer for the show, told Refinery29 on the red carpet of the Writers Guild Awards that he would be returning for the next season, which is already in development.

"Yes. As far as I know," Abbott said. She also told Refinery29 that, though the show would hop six or seven years ahead, time-wise, Franco's character would likely still be involved.

"We're jumping forward about six years or so, so we'll be in '77 or '78," Abbott revealed, adding that "for the most part," the same characters from season 1 would carryover. "I can't reveal more than that," she admitted.

In the first season of The Deuce, Franco played a role in almost every facet of production. He directed two of the eight episodes in season one, and he executive produced alongside Maggie Gyllenhaal, George Pelecanos, and David Simon. On top of all that, Franco played not one, but two characters. Franco's twin brothers Vinnie and Frankie Martino were the eye of The Deuce 's storm — creators David Simon and George Pelecanos have said in interviews that they based the show on stories from a Times Square bartender who, much like Frankie Martino, had a twin.

Neither HBO nor Simon, the show runner, ever confirmed that Franco wouldn't be returning, although his participation seems questionable, given the allegations of sexual harassment against the actor published in January. The LA Times published the accounts of five separate women who recounted being harassed and assaulted by Franco. The actor, via his attorney, has maintained that the allegations are false, although he said on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert, "If I have done something wrong, I will fix it. I have to."

After the allegations surfaced, Simon told The Hollywood Reporter that he was "trying to discern what is or isn't there."

"Personally, I can only speak knowledgeably to The Deuce. I've checked with all my fellow producers and other personnel. We have no complainant or complaint or any awareness of any incident of concern involving Mr. Franco," Simon said in a statement.

Variety also reports that the writing staff of the show is currently plotting scripts in which Franco's characters are essential. Seeing as Vinnie Martino is the show's nexus, The Deuce cannot exist — at least in its current format — without him.

Following the accusations, Franco has been relatively visible. He discussed the allegations openly on both Late Night with Seth Meyers and The Late Show with Stephen Colbert. Though he didn't walk the red carpet, the actor did attend the SAG Awards in late January. Thus far, Franco's career has been hurt in only one way: He was not nominated for an Oscar. On January 7, he collected a Golden Globe for his role as Tommy Wiseau in The Disaster Artist. Franco was also reportedly scrubbed from the Vanity Fair Hollywood cover.

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Black Panther Is The Ultimate Love Letter To Black Beauty

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People aren't just excited for Black Panther, which finally comes out on February 16, because it's a big-budget Marvel film with Michael B. Jordan's abs and Chadwick Boseman's charm. From the moment the trailer surfaced late last year, people of colour of all ages took note of the kings, queens, and warriors of Wakanda (a fictional East African nation) that look just like us, with rich brown skin and textured hair.

This major moment of beauty representation required painstaking detail from hair department head Camille Friend and makeup designer Joel Harlow, who were among the group of creatives on the Atlanta-based set who took direct inspiration from African tribes along with the original comic books. "It's a very empowering film. I hope that aside from being very entertaining, there is a message here," Harlow tells Refinery29. "I hope that message is received and embraced. Certainly that was first and foremost, being respectful and honouring the heritage we were drawing from. We didn't go down a path for our makeup looks simply because they looked interesting and cool. There's meaning behind all of it, and we were very conscious about making sure that came first."

And with that meaning, there's an intentional message: "Black is beautiful. It doesn’t matter to me what you do with your hair — if you wear it straight, or curly, or nappy, or a weave, or an Afro. We’re all beautiful," Friend says. "In this movie, we have the greatest opportunity to showcase natural hair and showcase Africa. Africa has never been seen culturally like this."

Of course, there's hope for a Black Panther sequel, but the behind-the-scenes beauty team hopes that the film's impact goes far beyond the Marvel universe. "We hope that this spurs more Black-generated movies, too," she says. "I think Black Panther doing well economically at the box office shows that there is an audience for this type of movie. As people of color, if we support, we'll hopefully see more movies like it."

Ahead, get the spoiler-free details on Lupita Nyong'o's "Wakanda knots," Danai Gurira's head tattoos, and much more.

On The African Inspiration...

"We wanted to make sure we stayed true to the source material and used as many actual African tribal looks as possible," Harlow says of the makeup looks. "We have five tribes in the film: Jabari, River, Border, Mining, and Merchant. Basically, what we had to do was figure out what those tribes would look like, and in return, figure out what those members would look like.

"We used inspiration, say, for River tribe, who wear lip plates from an actual tribe called the Mursi (of Ethiopia). For the scarification looks seen within the Border tribe, we used inspiration again from the Mursi, as well as the Bumi (of Ethiopia). A lot of real tribes factored into the various facial markings and body paintings for our five, including the Himba (of Namibia), the Maasai (of Kenya), and the Nuba (of Sudan). It was important that we distinguished them at a glance, so you'd know who everyone was, even though Wakanda is modernized. We still wanted to create looks that you could trace back."

For hair, Friend turned to African culture and sought inspiration from reference books along with movies like 2001: A Space Odyssey, A Clockwork Orange, and the original Blade Runner. "I also looked at lots of modern references, like Afropunk," she adds. "Plus, Black Panther was my fourth Marvel movie, and they really gave me a lot of free range to design looks. As far as my process, the first part was African culture — looking at styles and tradition, texture, textiles, and clothes. The second part was the modern natural hair movement happening right now in real life, where women and men are proud of their texture. The third part of that was [futurism]. Wakanda is a technologically-advanced society, so I wanted to look at how that fit in to the hair."

Photo courtesy of Marvel Studios.

On Finding The Best Base...

Because there was a glorious overload of melanin in the movie, it took a variety of foundations to achieve a perfect base for everyone — and that included a few drugstore brands.

"We used Lancôme, Black Up Cosmetics, MAC, Jordane, Iman, and more," says Harlow. "We didn’t stick with one specific product line. We were all over the place. As with any show, you use what works. You don't necessarily have to use same product every time, and you can combine tones. Some formulas were alcohol-based, some were inks, some were foundation creams, some were airbrushed, some were hand-brushed."

Photo courtesy of Marvel Studios.

On The (Many, Many) Wigs...

When the movie trailer dropped in October, everyone was flipping out about the characters' hair. The main cast wore an assortment of locs (as seen on Angela Bassett, who plays Ramonda), twist-outs (like on Lupita Nyong'o's character, Nakia), braids (as modelled by Letitia Wright, who plays Shuri), and, as seen on Danai Gurira's Okoye, even completely-shaved heads, which were not bald caps (more on that later).

"We're really proud of the fact that a lot of the hair pieces, aside from the ones for the main cast, were custom lace-front wigs," Friend tells us. "We probably made a couple-hundred. Everything was thought out and planned carefully. There's no 1-800-African-Hair in the industry. It took ingenuity and the creativity of us as hairdressers to translate our ideas and put them on the screen."

Photo courtesy of Marvel Studios.

On Nakia's Bold Lips And "Wakanda Knots"...

Lupita Nyong'o is known for rocking some of the most innovative natural and natural-textured hairstyles we've ever seen on-screen, so Friend knew she had to bring that same energy to her character in Black Panther.

"Her first look is what we call Wakanda knots," she says of Nyong'o's character Nakia's loose twists, which resemble Bantu knots. "We used a natural hair wig done in an ombré colour, so it's dark at the roots and almost auburn at the ends. The hair is cut into a wedge shape."

For a second look, Friend pulled inspiration from Casino Royale — fitting, because the Black Panther characters spend one scene in a casino themselves. "We wanted her to look very upscale," Friend says. "We did some two-strand flat twists and pulled them out to create that explosion of hair and colour." To keep Nyong'o's hair moisturised underneath her wigs and headdresses, Friend used Leonor Greyl's Masque Fleurs de Jasmin and Serum de Soie Sublimateur.

Regarding the female cast members' royal purple and fiery crimson lipsticks on display throughout the film, Harlow says that Carter had a very specific colour palette for each tribe. "Within that, depending on what Lupita was wearing, we chose her lipsticks and eyeshadow that way," he says.

Photo courtesy of Marvel Studios.

On Okoye's Shaved Head And Tattoo...

Friend says that the entire cast was committed to pulling off their looks. So committed, in fact, that Danai Gurira (who plays Okoye) shaved her head every day while filming — along with the rest of the king's warriors. It was a necessity for the actress, as her character rocks a massive head tattoo that denotes her military ranking. "Any kind of stubble would ruin the stencil," Harlow says. After buzzing Gurira down, Friend would slick on Leonor Greyl's Huile Secret de Beaute to prep her scalp for makeup. On average, it took three hours to apply the stencil, along with a half hour for shaving.

"That tattoo was incredibly difficult to create, because the head has a lot of compound curvature and shapes," Harlow explains. "It's not something that you can easily transfer a tattoo or a stencil on top of. The stencil had to be made to conform specifically to Danai’s head, and then the outline of the tattoo was cut into the stencil so that we could airbrush a layer of illustrator ink onto her head. That would give us the outline, and then we could go into little pieces to fill in the blanks."

Photo courtesy of Marvel Studios.

On Princess Shuri's Half-Moon Braids And Tribal Markings...

If you shudder at the thought of spending three hours in the chair for a dye job, you've got nothing on Letitia Wright. It took over eight hours for Friend's team to braid up Wright, who plays Princess Shuri. "They're very small, so we had local Atlanta braiders come in and help," Friend says. "Technically, they're box braids, but we didn't do box parts. I actually don't like them on camera, because you can see all the lines. So I did a half-moon shape, which takes away those edges so you're not seeing right down the scalp. It just blends in better."

But it was impossible for Shuri's tribal makeup to go unnoticed. "Since Wakanda is so advanced, Shuri embraces that advancement completely," Harlow says. "What we wanted to do with her tribal markings is give her something authentic, but make it very crisp. If you took that same pattern without the benefit of modern tools — fingers or sticks or what have you — it'd have the same feel, but it wouldn't be as precise. That was the idea with everyone. Even though they had come from those specific tribes, the look was clean and precise because you're applying modern application techniques, as opposed to those in the past."

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On Erik Killmonger's Locs And Scars...

"Michael B. Jordan grew his hair for a long time. When we started filming, he had like five inches on the top, and his sides and back were faded," Friend says of the actor, who plays Wakandan outsider Erik Killmonger. "We added loc extensions to his hair to give him the look, and so he could remove them after the movie. He normally wears his hair short."

Jordan's scarification looks just as believable, thanks to sculpture — not makeup. "We plotted out the look on a lifecast," Harlow describes. "We plotted everything out two-dimensionally, and then we transferred that 2D guide to a piece of Formica, then sculpted those raised scarification marks. By the time we finished, we had something like 788 separate moulds containing about 100 hashmarks each."

If you're counting, that's at least 78,800 scars total!

"It was designed to be like a puzzle, where you basically cover Michael's body," adds Harlow. "And you know, Michael's not a small guy. He's worked out a couple of times. He's muscular, so it was a lot of purpose area to cover!" Sounds like such a tough job.

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Why Frances McDormand Is The Best Actress Nominee We Deserve This Year

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On January 7, Frances McDormand accepted the Golden Globe for Best Actress in a Drama for her performance as Mildred Hayes in Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri, in a speech bleeped out three times despite no audible expletives.

Twitter erupted with jokes about what was clearly an attempt by NBC sensors to preempt an incident by a woman, who, throughout her career, has refused to play by Hollywood's rules.

It's not really all that surprising. McDormand has never fit the rigid mould usually required of leading ladies: she doesn't wear makeup (in fact, she once called her face a "map," with history she couldn't imagine erasing with plastic surgery, and credits her son Pedro with her most distinctive wrinkle), keeps her hair cropped short or unstyled, mostly refuses to do press, and is particularly fond of cursing. She is particularly averse to the plastic surgery that is almost a requirement for actresses over a certain age. "We have a lot of responsibility because we present ourselves in a medium that reaches a lot of people," she told Katie Couric in 2015.

She built a reputation of telling truth to power long before it became fashionable. In fact, her navy shift at the 2018 Golden Globes was a standout amidst a sea of black dresses worn by actresses in support of the nascent Time's Up movement. But McDormand doesn't need a dress to prove her commitment to gender equality — she's been spreading the word for years.

Just take her Oscars speech from 1997 (hey there, Nic Cage!), when she won the Academy Award for Best Actress for her performance as Marge Gunderson in Fargo. Swaggering onto the stage in a blue gown after giving Joel Coen —  her husband since 1984, who co-directed the film with his brother, Ethan — a thank you kiss, she praised directors for making decisions based on ability rather than the market value of the actresses nominated alongside her. In other words, she pointed out that, too often, an actress is valued for her looks rather than for her talent. It's a message that, 20 years later, is just beginning to pick up steam in the mainstream, as Hollywood addresses concerns of how the industry can better support its women.

That McDormand's renaissance is taking place in tandem with Hollywood's reckoning makes sense. The character she plays in Three Billboards, Mildred Hayes, is a tough-as-nails single mother hell-bent on seeking revenge for her daughter's violent rape and murder, who shames the police department into pursuing new leads by putting up three billboards alongside the highway calling out law enforcement for complacency. She's angry and no-nonsense — McDormand said she "played it like a man," and based the character on John Wayne. Her workman's jumpsuit suggests she has no time to think about such frivolities as appearance. She's got shit to get done. That McDormand's fabulous performance happens to be in a film that's facing backlash for its problematic handling of race is the one damper on what should be her big year.

The times are finally catching up to a woman who has always been a little out our reach. (And then there's the fact that, at 60, there's less pressure on her to be a sex symbol. “I was too old, too young, too fat, too thin, too tall, too short, too blond, too dark — but at some point they’re going to need the other,” McDormand said in a New York Times profile of her earlier this year. “So I’d get really good at being the other.”) In 2018, McDormand's #nomakeup look and powerful speech was cause for celebration. But it hasn't always been so. Her reluctance to conform has mostly made people uncomfortable. In fact, it's a testament to her prowess as an actor that she's still managed to gain recognition for her work. Despite not playing the Hollywood game, she's only a Grammy away from an EGOT, having secured her Oscar back in 1997, along with a Tony award for her role in David Lindsay-Abaire's play, Good People, in 2011, and an Emmy for HBO's Olive Kitteridge in 2014. And if she takes home the Oscar for Best Actress for Three Billboards, for which she's currently the frontrunner, she'll be joining a small and exclusive club of 13 female performers who have won in that category more than once. (With four wins, Katharine Hepburn holds the record; Meryl Streep is close behind with three.)

In some ways, McDormand holds much in common with her fellow nominee, three-time Oscar-winner Daniel Day-Lewis. He too, has a reputation for putting the work first, and for refusing to play the game. He famously immerses himself in difficult roles, and only appears in a film every couple of years. In fact, Phantom Thread, for which he has received his sixth Best Actor nomination, will reportedly be his last performance on film — the actor announced earlier this year that he would be retiring.

But what, in a man, are quirks that prove his commitment to his art, a mark of his genius, translate, in a woman, to oddness. Ask anyone what they think of Frances McDormand, and chances are they'll make a scrunchy face, and reply something around the lines of "She's a great actress, but isn't she kind of weird?" Caleb Landry-Jones, her co-star on Three Billboards, admitted to be being terrified of her on set.

She is weird. And she's great, and talented, and strong, and a little inappropriate. She still has a goddamn flip phone. She's the Best Actress nominee we need in a year where woman are fighting to come into their own. And finally, it looks like we might be starting to deserve her.

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Money Diary: A City Break In Valencia

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Welcome to Money Diaries, the regular R29 series where we tackle what might be the last taboo facing modern working women: money. The format is simple; we ask all different kinds of women to map out their seven days in money for us.

This week, however, we're doing something a little different. In partnership with the Financial Services Compensation Scheme (FSCS) we’re going to find out exactly what people spend on their holidays.

FSCS is a free service which automatically protects your money, from £1 up to £85,000, in UK banks and building societies and credit unions. They also have loads of helpful money tips and guides, including a future savings calculator, to help you find out how much money you could save (now and for your future!). Whatever you’re saving for, your money is safe with FSCS.

For this first holiday money diary of the year, we're with a 31-year-old woman who went on a last-minute trip to Valencia before Christmas. Money hasn't been hugely forthcoming recently due to some mental health issues, which have proved horrendously expensive, and realistically she probably shouldn't be going anywhere at all. But after her boyfriend surprised her with the flights and accommodation as a present for such a rubbish year, off she went anyway. That's what credit cards are for, right?

How did her spending fare? Ummmm...

*FYI – prices have been converted into pounds using the correct conversion rate at the time.

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The Basics

Flights: I was very lucky not to have to pay for flights or accommodation. I've been off work sick a lot this year and spent a lot of money on doctors and medication. I've used up all of my savings because of this and my delightful boyfriend surprised me with flights and accommodation as a present to make up for such a rubbish year. Flights were £88 for both of us from Gatwick.

Accommodation: We stayed in a lovely hotel called Hi Valencia Boutique and it was £245.73 for two people for four nights.

Total: £0

Day One

5am: Up stupidly early to get our flight. Trains don't go from our station this early so we have to Uber to a closer station and get a train from there. My half of the Uber is £7.87 and my train ticket (with a Two Together Railcard for extra cool points) is £5.20.

6.30am: Buy my boyfriend and me some food from Pret in the airport even though it's far too early to feel hungry. £11.33. Boyfriend buys us some bits we needed from Boots and we call it even. I also purchase travel insurance on my phone – something I always do now after getting stranded by a cancelled flight. £7.49

11am: In Valencia! We catch the Metro from the airport to the area we're staying in (£3.89 each) and head to a café we've heard is incredible. I eat all of the food and drink two giant coffees. My half is £9.46.

2pm: We check into our hotel and go out roaming. I spend £3.08 on various bottles of water throughout the afternoon before we settle down at a nice bar for drinks in the evening. I buy a beer for me and a red wine for my fancy boyfriend. We also get some patatas bravas because they are essentially chips with garlic mayo but not frowned upon. £6.92

7pm: Heading to another bar, we get another round of drinks. Aaand then another. Hey – where else are you going to get good wine for two euros? My boyfriend pays.

9.30pm: Realising we should probably eat something, we head to a tapas place and order so much stuff that the waiter informs us that we cannot possibly eat it all. Sounds like a challenge to me buddy. Seven plates of calamari, chorizo, frittata, (more) patatas bravas, salads and more wine later, we do indeed prove him wrong. To our detriment. Moving and speaking is now an issue. The waiter looks smug as we pay our bill of £17.01 each.

Midnight: The plan had been to go back and to bed but on the way home we stumble past a live music venue and an incredible band is playing. We stay for several rounds and lots of dancing – I have no idea who paid for what but there's a £7.48 charge from the venue on my card so I guess I got away with just paying for one round?

Total: £79.73

Day Two

11am: After a lazy morning we head out to find some brunch for me and my hungover boyfriend. Settling upon a suitably swanky café which promises excellent brunch, we head in. I go rogue and order a Reuben sandwich which is incredible. We split the bill. £9.82

12pm: We spend an hour or so wandering around the modern art museum. Tickets are €6 each – I buy both. (£10.55.) Afterwards, we explore the old neighbourhood El Carmen.

2pm: Next, we walk through a park that's been made out of an old riverbed down to the city's hugely impressive (and by all accounts very expensive and controversial) arts and sciences complex, because this is where the aquarium is and aquariums are nearly always excellent. I manage to wangle a student ticket and it is £22.19. The aquarium is OK, there are some good sharks and penguins and a cool walk-through fish-tank tunnel thing, but there's a lot of children running around and it gets to be a bit much after a while.

8pm: After a much-needed sit-down in the hotel we head out for more tapas in trendy Russafa. We are more restrained on the food front this time. £14.31 each.

11pm: We find a great cocktail bar that looks like the inside of Miss Havisham's place. We stay for two drinks before the creepy porcelain dolls get too scary. £10.55 each.

Total: £67.42

Day Three

10am: Waking up hungry, we head straight for the city's central market. It's full of tourists and locals eating, drinking and shouting to each other. I buy some slices of frittata for my boyfriend and me to eat while we walk around. £3.52

12pm: We sit down for a coffee to recover from the throngs of people in an unassuming café which turns out to be the home of maybe the best coffee we've ever tasted? Boyfriend pays.

1pm: Determined to buy some lovely things, we head to all the boutiques, pop-up shops and vintage stores and markets we carefully researched beforehand. There's loads of local artists selling jewellery and clothes in lovely old warehouse spaces. Sadly, I buy nothing and even more shamefully, my boyfriend spends £40 in Zara.

4pm: We break for (late) lunch, which consists of more patatas bravas and probably some other bits too. I can only remember the patatas bravas though because the aioli is exceptional. Thinking of investing in it. £16.73, or £8.37 each.

8pm: We head out for a fancy dinner at Canela which, we've heard, is the place for paella. The paellas come in a huge sizzling dish and technically I think they could feed more than two people but we make pretty good work of our one – which, for some reason, we order with rabbit in. It's a gamble, as neither of us can remember what rabbit tastes like, but it's one that pays off. It is around £50, with starters and a bottle of wine, for two. £25

10pm: Shamefully, this is where the night takes a turn. My boyfriend heard about a gig happening over the other side of town so we traipse there and it turns out to be an un-be-liev-able live band. To celebrate, I decide we should switch our beers and wine to gin and tonics, conveniently forgetting about Spain's liberal attitude when it comes to pouring spirits. Next, we go to a "rock club" which only seems to play Guns N' Roses (more gins are had), before heading back to the live music venue we went to on the first night to find some open mic freestyle thing going on. The gins continue. I am not sure what time we headed home but I do know our efforts to find late night food of any kind except crisps went unrewarded. I literally have no idea what was spent where and my boyfriend is no help either. I do know I got out €50 (£43.95) at the beginning of the night and I woke up with just a handful of change left. Oops.

Total: £80.74 (maybe?)

Day Four

1pm: Not feeling fresh today kids. My boyfriend buys me a bocadillo from a nearby chain café. It is super gross and I don't finish it.

4pm: We do a lot of wandering around aimlessly. I buy some postcards (£4.50) and some crisps and also some Lucozade and a bunch of stuff my boyfriend slips in my basket which I'm too hungover to take issue with (£7.73).

8pm: After the Lucozade and a little nap I'm feeling a million times better and we decide to go out to dinner to celebrate our last night. We go to Refugio which is possibly one of the best restaurants I've ever been to and I'm very glad I managed to drag my sorry ass out of bed for it. £44.28, so £22.14 each.

10pm: We go for some drinks and dessert at a nearby bar. I pay. £11.93

Total: £46.30

Day Five

10am: Out of our hotel, we go and find some breakfast at a little café. I get it. £11.49

12pm: We've been a little lacking in the cultural department and feel guilty, so wander around looking at the beautiful medieval architecture before my boyfriend decides he wants to get another piercing and our admiration of turrets and city walls turns into a scavenger hunt for tattoo parlours.

4pm: I buy some lovely prints for our wall at home (£5.30) and we sit and have some lunch. My boyfriend pays.

6pm: We head to the airport (£3.89) on the Metro and find our flight is delayed for what ends up being about three hours. Cool. I buy myself a giant sandwich to make up for it. £7.81

Midnight: We're back and we've missed the last train all the way home so instead we do what we did on the way down. Train to East Croydon £5.20 and Uber home which I totally forgot to split £18.97.

Total: £52.66

The Breakdown

Food/Drink: £231.80 (oops)
Travel: £45.02
Accommodation: £0
Shopping: £9.80
Other: £40.23

Total: £326.85

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10 Lessons I’ve Learned While Investigating Love

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When it comes to love, we tend to cling to clichés. We are told 'nobody will love you until you’ve learned to love yourself' and that when you meet the right person 'you’ll just know’. One of the biggest challenges we face, I think, is to sift through these clichés, unpick the stories we have been told, and cut to the heart of what love really means to each of us.

That's why I decided to begin investigating love, one interview at a time, via a newsletter called Conversations on Love. The aim? To explore the many different shapes that love takes in our lives – not only the romantic kind, but the love between parents and children, siblings, strangers and friends. And even the love we feel for ourselves.

Along the way I’ve spoken to some of our greatest thinkers and writers about the topic: philosopher Alain de Botton (on the perils of romanticism), Man Booker-winning novelist Hilary Mantel (on first love) and New York University ‘love professor’ Dr. Megan Poe (on retaining your sense of self in a relationship). These conversations, among others, have taught me so many valuable lessons that have changed the way I view and approach love. Here are 10 of them…

Love is a verb, not a noun

All too often we think of love as a noun, a thing to ‘get’ or something that is outside of our control. But Dr. Megan Poe, who teaches a course called 'Love, Actually' at NYU, believes that we are actually far more in control of love than we realise. “If we see love as something that either comes into our lives or doesn’t, that makes us passive, because we’re supposed to sit here and wait for it,” she says. Instead, Poe invites us to see love as something active that we can practise and get better at. So next time you feel that you can’t influence your own love life, remember: “Love is more of a verb than a noun; it’s a faculty we develop.”

See your partner’s childlike qualities

One of the biggest challenges we face in relationships is frustration. Can you keep your cool when your partner leaves a wet towel on the floor? Or when you’re bickering over hotel prices on Booking.com? In moments like these, philosopher and The School of Life founder Alain de Botton believes it’s useful to think of your partner as they might have looked as a small child. It might sound like a strange exercise, but de Botton says, “When we’re around children we’re used to being forgiving and searching for benevolent explanations for tricky behaviour. We tend to say children are ‘tired’ rather than ‘bad,’ or perhaps ‘feeling threatened’ rather than ‘evil’. We don’t jump to the harshest conclusions and yet we do do that with adults.” With that in mind, try to bring some of the strategies that work when you’re dealing with children into your adult relationships. The results might surprise you.

The world can be a romantic place with or without a romantic partner

When you’re single it can sometimes feel like your life is lacking in romance, perhaps because the romantic myth we’re so often sold is that your life isn’t complete until you meet a partner. Ask Polly columnist Heather Havrilesky points out the dangers of buying into this myth, because it means “you rob your otherwise rich experiences of colour if you choose to see your life alone as this incomplete thing that’s black and white. You believe all the colours can only be unlocked when someone approves of you and adores you.” This is, she says, just an immature vision of what love is. The good news? “As you get older, you understand the world as a romantic place with or without a romantic partner.”

It’s not always sensible to protect yourself from heartbreak

It’s easy to regret the relationship that broke your heart, but from Man Booker-winning novelist Hilary Mantel I learned that “you shouldn’t try to live a life where the first objective is to protect yourself from regret.” She reminded me that some mistakes have to be made – there’s no point wasting precious energy trying to avoid them before they happen. As Mantel says, “Nothing is more empowering and more enlarging to the spirit than the first rush of passion, and it’s deeply nasty to try to quash it.”

Your sex life can tell you a lot about your relationship

Author Mira Jacob sees sex as “the dream life of a marriage.” What she means is that our sex lives can often tell us things about our relationships that our day-to-day lives can’t. She believes in paying attention to “what our bodies know about us that our minds are not yet processing” and sees sex as “a subconscious language”. It’s all too easy to dismiss sex and physical connection as being the more shallow side of love. Actually, it’s just as important.

Feelings are not enough to sustain a relationship

Having high expectations when it comes to love can be a good thing – it means you won’t settle for less than you deserve. But now that love has become the central reason for people being together, New York Times Modern Love editor Dan Jones thinks we could be expecting too much from it. “That’s a big burden to place on love, the idea that you have to feel good in a relationship all the time for that relationship to be worth sustaining,” he says. “I actually think the expectation that love is going to be the answer is one of the biggest problems in love.” In fact, being truly in love is about accepting that there will be moments in which you will feel frustrated. That’s when it’s helpful to return to the basic, hard tasks of love: being kind, generous and patient, and not expecting feelings to be able to sustain a relationship.

Falling in love is just the beginning

Some people think that falling in love is the finishing line; actually, it’s just the beginning. And writer Poorna Bell thinks that we should focus less on the big, grandiose vision of what love should be like, and more on asking the right questions about the person we choose to love. “It isn’t just about meeting someone,” she says. “That’s just the beginning. It’s about all those questions you need to ask yourself about this person – are they good for you? Do they make you a better person? Do you feel good about yourself when you are with them? It’s about having a firm idea within yourself of what you want and what you need.” So next time you meet a potential partner, don’t get distracted by their taste in music or how witty their WhatsApp messages are. Instead, find the courage to know what you deserve and to ask the bigger questions.

Friendships are love stories too

There are many milestones to celebrate romantic love: engagements; weddings; anniversaries; vow renewals. But what about our friendships? Writer Dolly Alderton believes that we should pay more attention to the significant roles our friends play in our lives. She points out, “[With friends] you do all the things that we’re aware of consciously when we’re falling in romantic love – understanding and accepting their flaws; getting to know their family; gaining an academic knowledge of everything that makes them them and makes them tick. But because we place such a premium on romantic love you forget that that’s what you’re doing with those relationships as well. They should hold the same sanctity.”

The experience of loving can be richer than being loved

We spend a great deal of time talking about wanting to be loved, but what about the beauty to be found in loving someone else? Author Lionel Shriver finds the experience of loving richer. She says, “It’s actually challenging to receive being loved well and fully. There can even be a trace of embarrassment about it, a sense of not being sure you’re worthy. It also comes with a responsibility because you don’t want to hurt them. But the experience of loving – as long as you’re not sitting there also being terrified that they are going to hurt you – it’s like being on drugs. It’s great.”

Love is unknowable

All of these lessons have helped me to understand love in a more nuanced way, but what I’ve also learned is that it will, in many ways, always remain unknowable; that’s what makes it terrifying and wonderful in equal measure.

Sometimes, the vulnerability love requires can be uncomfortable. Other times, it can feel like the odds really are against us. But ultimately? All the unknowns and challenges, the risks and the questions, are precisely what make love such an extraordinary thing. It can be fragile, solid, painful, joyful, mundane and magical, sometimes all at once. And, above everything else, it’s always worth trying for.

Natasha Lunn is a writer and features editor at Red magazine, and also writes a bimonthly newsletter called Conversations on Love.

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